MISUNDERSTANDING
This is not a war, its just misunderstanding. So far I can remember let me note it down that how many times I fight with her. I want to start from the beginning. The main reasons for what I was hurt and that made me angry, angry in case that she is my wife and hurt in case I love her.
WHEN SHE WAS IN .
NEPAL
1) This fight started after she started to use cell phone. From internet I could see her balance in her mobile, one day what happened that I just watched that she recharged her cell phone for two times but she didn’t even miss call me. I became so hurt yaar that time, she said she took mobile phone just to contact with me but……………………………………….. but for that also I convince myself she has frens, she called Mandeep , its ok fine. That was not so big issue coz I can understand but my anger is instantenous I am helpless.
2) Second, I can still remember we planned to meet in Chabeil with her sis, I guess Nisha. I was ready and that day I had very important work, may be of my college , I forget mine important work but I can remember this issue till now. We planned that was good, I left mine work coz I know we could hardly meet each other, so I didn’t want to go that chance, but she didn’t call me, I was waiting and waiting and waiting…………………………………what what I thought that time like she ignord me, she doesn’t love me, etc ,etc……………………………..Even I called so many times she didn’t pick the phone, I was tired of calling but also I was trying and trying. I was angry that time. Anger crossed the limit and I broke both my cell phone and both sim card of NTC and Mero Mobile ( NCELL). ………………………..But that time I was wrong she had serious problem with her nose and her family member came and took her to hospital………………….Ok that was fine but at least she could inform me or not? Say hai is me wrong this time? I understand her problem but she didn’t understand me that someone was waiting for her one phone call. Ok let it be in love this happens and I convinced myself.
3) This was the first I forget, she came to meet me and that day we got married. There are precious moment this day but I am just sharing about the angry and hurting part so let me tell u here. She reached home lately and the next day I was waiting that she will call to say what happened there in home, because somewhat I heard from my dede, so I was worried, they bit her re, they ill-treated her re, but she didn’t call me. Cant she think how much I was worried about her. Oh god she used to call before but when I was expecting that day she didn’t call for some more days, that time she had no cell phone.
Relating to this topic I fight with her many times, but she didn’t know about this, because I didn’t tell her this all, I just used to fight, and how much that used to pain after fighting with her, not picking her call, not replying to her but all the time thinking about her and her.
AFTER SHE LEFT NEPAL
. I was very happy from the way where she land down for transit she send me offline message , "I am on the way and I am so tired". I was very happy yes very happy. Oh I am talking about fight.
1) After reaching there she said," I will make u the first call". But We just talked in facebook, she didn’t call me, I thought she had no money or some other problem. But I came to know she called Mandeep many times. I was blindly angry and very much hurted. We couldn’t even talk online, oh god. Is me nothing for her? So many ill feelings came into my mind. But also it went on .
2) One day I find her online, I was so excited. I thought we will have a good time after a long time we will chat for long time. But what she says plz wait brothers are online re. she doesn’t call and even ignores me online. U can predict what was my condition?
3) When we were talking about our own issues and our own fighting, she talked about Nabin re, don’t know how this Nabin entered in between us. I was angry again. When third person comes in between I really don’t like and particularly when we are talking pretty serious matters. No not because I am jealous, I can understand she was just joking but that was like enough is enough, we have not discussed about our own problem and she is talking about that fellow.
4) The most important is what a husband want is he always wants to see the thing that he puts around her neck that he presented while marrying but the same thing I asked but she replied she threw that. Oh god I couldn’t hold my tears, I cried the most ever in my life that night. I was hurted more than when one plug knife. I was not angry that time I was hurt mostly and broken. That made me feel that she doesn’t love me anymore, no feelings for me. I thought if I could present a gold chain she wouldn’t have thrown. Let it be the next day she had her first day to school so i controlled my sadness, but somehow I made her cry her too that time, I ruined her first day to school but wat about my feelings, I understand her but she didn’t understand my feelings and emotions. If she had thrown that when he aunty told " k lagako testo jabo chhya". But she told that was the most important for her that day and she threw that . oh god help me again.
5) Finally this is the great misunderstanding, that nonsense message. But I swear I didn’t send that to her, that was my friend who did that naughty. There was the word which she hates the most. For that word when that girl may be Namita or Ramita I forget her name, when she told that word to her she made a good fight with her. She told me that recently after fighting with her. I can still remember she said " maileta teslai godide, randi re tesle tam alai" I was proud that she share without hesitation, I felt she is my wife wow!. So how could I use that word to her I was shocked after I find that message in my inbox. I told I was not that.
6) Facebook account is free, u can make as many account as u can for free but there were three person with the password, iwas confused who is seeing my message, what if I have written a message and one of they may delete, my wife doesn’t believes me than how can I believe the others two who knows the password, oh god I have never asked her password than why does she give password to that Nabin, ok Mandeep is her fren and best fren she used to share everything with her, she also said nothing is private between Mandeep and me. Ok its fine but what about that Nabin. Oh god help my anger.
7) For that I said plz call me I want to hear your voice and say u all the things about that message, but she shared that message to Nabin, Mandeep, Arati. Oh god that was the worst message and I was getting problem to make understand to my own wife than what could be my condition, how could I convince to those people, oh god kali why did u share that message to others. If I could get chance to convince u and after that also u didn’t understand me than u could have shown to others than I would have no words to say to u but u didn’t gave me that chance. When she was here her uncle also told to her that " Prem told so many bad things about u" but she didn’t believe him. That was true that I had never told her bad. She didn’t listen others.
8) But now anger is at the peak level, i know what is it going to take. just i can feel if she also miss me she wouldnt have stayed so long without talking with me. No feelings than anyone can just ignore like the way she ignores me, but i wont irritate her anymore now.
These are all the cause for what we used to fight. In seven days in a week we used to fight for almost 4 days. And that also had a type of love inside it. We were very happy, daily we used to talk and love and fight was going on, we were going deep and deep why u know because there was no one in between, neither she listen to others nor I .
Now why is she listening to others, I cannot sit even a day without talking with her and she also used to talk before daily but after she went there……………….. if I could talk to her I want to say many things to her. But no phone number neither she calls me. I asked many times to give me her number but she didn’t give me, I would have call her only after she say. if she will be in problem because of my frequent calling, but she is she. I am tired of messages and messages I want ot talk yaar because also there are misunderstanding and want to clear and also really I am missing , I want to hear you, want to ask if u are fine directly eant to listen from ur mouth, want to touch u through ur voice , want to feel u by ur sound. Oh god help me my feelings are really weird. This is all because I love her truly no any other hidden meanings to love her.
What will happen ahead I don’t know. Everything in her hand I give. I share my story with Sristi and told how I lost her. She too didn’t called me that was the main reason. Sristi didn’t call me and I became angry and the misunderstanding happened. The same story is repeating, I am worried if I have to loose my kali like that way like I lost sristi. Let me see, I have told everything about me to her. I understand her more than she understand herself but she don’t know that because all the time we are only fighting these days, she haven’t seen mine love, to what limit I can love her.
I don’t think this is the end, till now we haven’t seen eachother properly. About feelings and the happiness she gave me I will write in another page. More than sadness she gave me happiness so I couldn’t say that she just gave me tears, she gave me happiness which is priceless and cant be compared with any thing in the world. I know she loves me, Let me wait when will she contact me.
WHEN SHE WAS IN .
NEPAL
1) This fight started after she started to use cell phone. From internet I could see her balance in her mobile, one day what happened that I just watched that she recharged her cell phone for two times but she didn’t even miss call me. I became so hurt yaar that time, she said she took mobile phone just to contact with me but……………………………………….. but for that also I convince myself she has frens, she called Mandeep , its ok fine. That was not so big issue coz I can understand but my anger is instantenous I am helpless.
2) Second, I can still remember we planned to meet in Chabeil with her sis, I guess Nisha. I was ready and that day I had very important work, may be of my college , I forget mine important work but I can remember this issue till now. We planned that was good, I left mine work coz I know we could hardly meet each other, so I didn’t want to go that chance, but she didn’t call me, I was waiting and waiting and waiting…………………………………what what I thought that time like she ignord me, she doesn’t love me, etc ,etc……………………………..Even I called so many times she didn’t pick the phone, I was tired of calling but also I was trying and trying. I was angry that time. Anger crossed the limit and I broke both my cell phone and both sim card of NTC and Mero Mobile ( NCELL). ………………………..But that time I was wrong she had serious problem with her nose and her family member came and took her to hospital………………….Ok that was fine but at least she could inform me or not? Say hai is me wrong this time? I understand her problem but she didn’t understand me that someone was waiting for her one phone call. Ok let it be in love this happens and I convinced myself.
3) This was the first I forget, she came to meet me and that day we got married. There are precious moment this day but I am just sharing about the angry and hurting part so let me tell u here. She reached home lately and the next day I was waiting that she will call to say what happened there in home, because somewhat I heard from my dede, so I was worried, they bit her re, they ill-treated her re, but she didn’t call me. Cant she think how much I was worried about her. Oh god she used to call before but when I was expecting that day she didn’t call for some more days, that time she had no cell phone.
Relating to this topic I fight with her many times, but she didn’t know about this, because I didn’t tell her this all, I just used to fight, and how much that used to pain after fighting with her, not picking her call, not replying to her but all the time thinking about her and her.
AFTER SHE LEFT NEPAL
. I was very happy from the way where she land down for transit she send me offline message , "I am on the way and I am so tired". I was very happy yes very happy. Oh I am talking about fight.
1) After reaching there she said," I will make u the first call". But We just talked in facebook, she didn’t call me, I thought she had no money or some other problem. But I came to know she called Mandeep many times. I was blindly angry and very much hurted. We couldn’t even talk online, oh god. Is me nothing for her? So many ill feelings came into my mind. But also it went on .
2) One day I find her online, I was so excited. I thought we will have a good time after a long time we will chat for long time. But what she says plz wait brothers are online re. she doesn’t call and even ignores me online. U can predict what was my condition?
3) When we were talking about our own issues and our own fighting, she talked about Nabin re, don’t know how this Nabin entered in between us. I was angry again. When third person comes in between I really don’t like and particularly when we are talking pretty serious matters. No not because I am jealous, I can understand she was just joking but that was like enough is enough, we have not discussed about our own problem and she is talking about that fellow.
4) The most important is what a husband want is he always wants to see the thing that he puts around her neck that he presented while marrying but the same thing I asked but she replied she threw that. Oh god I couldn’t hold my tears, I cried the most ever in my life that night. I was hurted more than when one plug knife. I was not angry that time I was hurt mostly and broken. That made me feel that she doesn’t love me anymore, no feelings for me. I thought if I could present a gold chain she wouldn’t have thrown. Let it be the next day she had her first day to school so i controlled my sadness, but somehow I made her cry her too that time, I ruined her first day to school but wat about my feelings, I understand her but she didn’t understand my feelings and emotions. If she had thrown that when he aunty told " k lagako testo jabo chhya". But she told that was the most important for her that day and she threw that . oh god help me again.
5) Finally this is the great misunderstanding, that nonsense message. But I swear I didn’t send that to her, that was my friend who did that naughty. There was the word which she hates the most. For that word when that girl may be Namita or Ramita I forget her name, when she told that word to her she made a good fight with her. She told me that recently after fighting with her. I can still remember she said " maileta teslai godide, randi re tesle tam alai" I was proud that she share without hesitation, I felt she is my wife wow!. So how could I use that word to her I was shocked after I find that message in my inbox. I told I was not that.
6) Facebook account is free, u can make as many account as u can for free but there were three person with the password, iwas confused who is seeing my message, what if I have written a message and one of they may delete, my wife doesn’t believes me than how can I believe the others two who knows the password, oh god I have never asked her password than why does she give password to that Nabin, ok Mandeep is her fren and best fren she used to share everything with her, she also said nothing is private between Mandeep and me. Ok its fine but what about that Nabin. Oh god help my anger.
7) For that I said plz call me I want to hear your voice and say u all the things about that message, but she shared that message to Nabin, Mandeep, Arati. Oh god that was the worst message and I was getting problem to make understand to my own wife than what could be my condition, how could I convince to those people, oh god kali why did u share that message to others. If I could get chance to convince u and after that also u didn’t understand me than u could have shown to others than I would have no words to say to u but u didn’t gave me that chance. When she was here her uncle also told to her that " Prem told so many bad things about u" but she didn’t believe him. That was true that I had never told her bad. She didn’t listen others.
8) But now anger is at the peak level, i know what is it going to take. just i can feel if she also miss me she wouldnt have stayed so long without talking with me. No feelings than anyone can just ignore like the way she ignores me, but i wont irritate her anymore now.
These are all the cause for what we used to fight. In seven days in a week we used to fight for almost 4 days. And that also had a type of love inside it. We were very happy, daily we used to talk and love and fight was going on, we were going deep and deep why u know because there was no one in between, neither she listen to others nor I .
Now why is she listening to others, I cannot sit even a day without talking with her and she also used to talk before daily but after she went there……………….. if I could talk to her I want to say many things to her. But no phone number neither she calls me. I asked many times to give me her number but she didn’t give me, I would have call her only after she say. if she will be in problem because of my frequent calling, but she is she. I am tired of messages and messages I want ot talk yaar because also there are misunderstanding and want to clear and also really I am missing , I want to hear you, want to ask if u are fine directly eant to listen from ur mouth, want to touch u through ur voice , want to feel u by ur sound. Oh god help me my feelings are really weird. This is all because I love her truly no any other hidden meanings to love her.
What will happen ahead I don’t know. Everything in her hand I give. I share my story with Sristi and told how I lost her. She too didn’t called me that was the main reason. Sristi didn’t call me and I became angry and the misunderstanding happened. The same story is repeating, I am worried if I have to loose my kali like that way like I lost sristi. Let me see, I have told everything about me to her. I understand her more than she understand herself but she don’t know that because all the time we are only fighting these days, she haven’t seen mine love, to what limit I can love her.
I don’t think this is the end, till now we haven’t seen eachother properly. About feelings and the happiness she gave me I will write in another page. More than sadness she gave me happiness so I couldn’t say that she just gave me tears, she gave me happiness which is priceless and cant be compared with any thing in the world. I know she loves me, Let me wait when will she contact me.
its ur mistake that u never take my love seriously and give more importance though u know my problem u never try to understand
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