It is co-related with the former article “MISUNDERSTANDING”.
If only she reads that article I was waiting expectantly a call or either her contact number but she left out with a comment “you never take my love seriously and bla bla bla”. That was out of my imagination. Was that important again to show me her attitude. I thought after that we will come up with a solution, Oops! My fate. Better luck next time.
Young blood, I can understand the enthusiasm. Attitude, ignorance and the negligence that’s are all the destructive factors that will just lead u to a corner of ur room and lean your head down your hand and regret for the things you have done. As I have gone through these situation and so far its about my love and my feelings I cannot give up, I cannot show my attitude but she may understand I don’t have attitude, let me tell you kali “if u happen to face my attitude I am sure you will face a disaster”. But I cannot do that in case of my love. I have control over my anger. But my weakness is that who says that “ I love you more than anyone” but acts as if I am nothing for her, in that case her activities gets into my nerves, anger touches the acme and I go mad and after that what I do that will be offensive and totally out of my track. And the one who can get me in this situation can understand me better. But if she says I don’t love you than its ok, its finished but when you say something and do other thing I am forced to get angry.
Hahahaahhah, really I cannot hold my laugh “I was upset with that message and I saw it to dad lol” she replied dad was against me. Its really pathetic. Thanks for that attempt. “Why don’t u published in American times daily, so everyone can read it public” I mutter. One more character I have to convince now, the head of the family. Oops! Somewhat her this mischievous activities was increasing pressure in my nerves but suddenly I got control over it and laugh out loud for the same. “what a fabulous, superb, mind blowing job u did my stupid wife” I mutter again. Hahahahaha waiting for that messages to be published in the near future, heheehehehe………….control Prem control.
I love long distance relationship beside she is fond of saying “ I hate long distance relationship”. What if analysis says- if you are far from your dad and mom do you believe that they will switch parents name. when you compare in case of your family, you become so possessive but in case of lovers “ hey one comes next goes”. Of course it is a bitter truth for the fancy lovers. What about short distance relationship? After all you will have sex and the next day you start getting bored, romance will finished from your life than what will you do? Remember the one whom you have loved truly and sit at the corner of your room and regret haina? I have to write this all because my own love compare my love with a trendy love." my sis break up with her lover because of the long distance ". My foot long distance relationship."FEELINGS MATTERS MY FREN NOT DISTANCE" The love started from face will surely end with the next better face and that’s not love my fren, that’s called infatuation. Either anyone of them get the better face…that’s not the distance that kills your love…..that’s your apparent feelings that create distance and the very distance kills your love. I can also say that, those type of love is not true love. Those are all fashionable love these days. “oe sita ko ta bf po chha ta,sunita ko pani chha, ma pani lappa garnu paryo, oe sunna na tesle malai purpose garyo, ma k garum. oe sunna Sujan le pani purpose garyo Keta ta hancy chha, bike pani chha yaar,daami ghumna pani hunchha…………..kun chai lai yes vanadium?”………My goodness what a trend they follow. And the same with boys too…………..and they have the same target “ keta ho tyo ta virgin chha yaar, sexy chha yaar,just one night stand and bla bla bla…….” This is the trend. Oh my dad! My childhood is hovering my mind.
Let me not talk about others because I cannot guarantee those day dreamer lovers. I cannot compare my feelings with those type of lovers and cannot limit my love to her beauty, wealth, prosperous life and the standard of living. I cannot lick up her beauty all the time, all I need is a pure heart full with pure feelings for me. Aging will wrinkle your skin, the charm of your beauty will automatically go down with the time factor, but the feelings will never change its way, feelings are always charming. You will find your love with romance, no matter how old you grow.
Are you following a trend kali? Like my dad had a great love story, he and mom has 7 years age difference, they got married secretly in a temple, he likes old song, “ye laal rang kaab mujhe chodega, chu kar mere maan ko kiya tu ne kya ishara, tere name…………………..” and for that u find the same character as your dad in me and you are attracted. Are you following your family trend? And now your sis break up because of long distance relationship and you too want break up. Is this your family problem hu? What are you doing hu? I never wanted this all, I hate being compared. Simple I say if u have feelings u can never destroy it but if you are attracted towards me for the similarities between dad and me, what can I say. U will understand me one day I know that.
Oops! Let me laugh out loud again “our result re”. I asked suspiciously “what happened to our love and what the result”. My eye ball gave a big look when I see “ break up”. Really what a malarkey that I never mulled over it. She don’t know what the meaning it carries, I know everyone these days are fond of using trendy words but don’t know what those words really mean. “Break up” it has a vast meaning my fren. No any lover wants to break up so easily. They will try to answer their lover’s every ifs and buts, by hook and crook they try to convince because he loves her from the core of his heart.
When I saw “break up”, it was like somebody hit my head with a hammer and I saw stars…..so easily she typed “break up”.
I know that she loves me, after some painful months she broke out in yahoo(we talk in yahoo), we had good conversation but again something was wrong that lead to a vexing problem don’t know what sin I have done in my former life. Oh god give me some sunshine give me some rain, give me another chance i wanna grow up once again.
She started with “darshan”, what I was waiting for months. That’s my wife, I blow the holes of my nose and the eye-brow went upside. I took a breathe of relief “thanks god she still loves me”. A smooth negotiation started. Because of the network problem sometime I encountered with error in my yahoo application, she understands and says "network problem right?" Are you inside or outside the room?”. My heart lipped with happiness-“she remembers everything but is angry with me". I mutter “I will surely convince her, my baby”. But she says "I don’t want to be attracted to you", and I also don’t want that. Don’t get attracted to me I want you to love me. Attraction and love are very different words my fren. But what the fish she goes out without completing the conversion. This is her old habit I know my stupid wife but I really hate it, plz kali leave this bad habit, at least stay till I am finished.
She might think that I will give up so easily, no my honey……..don’t think I have love you for your beauty and that will never decrease. You might grow old and your skin starts wrinkling but my love will stay youth forever, I have foreseen it. Its not about you deserve me or not or either I deserve you or not, its all about my feelings growing day by day just for you.
“Am I forcing her”, sometime I mull over it. I don’t believe in forced-relationship. I believe for a comfort and well going relationship you must have feelings from you heart without any obligation. I also think “am I distracting her from her well going life”, she might have forgotten me and there I go always remind her about the past.”oe do u remember the way we used to see from balcony, so happy to meet in the temple corridor, we used to have a long talk in phones and this and that……………….” Really I feel so embarrassed and humiliated to remind all about that, I just feel my love as one sided. Don you remember the jyotishi has said-"there is no love marriage in your fate". One of the astrologer, Dr. Bashudev Sharma, anchor of Kantipur television (program related to astrology) told me about that. Though i am not believing him, but may be i have to.
May I will be out of her way but I can only finished with her only after she replies my last question. Though she replies I am sure I cannot forget her but for her happiness I will compromise with mine. She must assure that after leaving me she is as happy as she was before she knew me.
Just one wish I had made “after she got her own contact number we will talk like as if she is in Dhapasi and I am in Baneshwor”, but my fate god. As I am busy these days I cannot give her much time like I used to. Heheheheheeh , for some days I didn’t message her she said “ break up” hahahahaha. Take your time, grow up and be mature and after some years call me you will find the same “Old Your Prem”. Its my true feelings not attraction.
I don’t think you are going to give me your number. “yek palta call garna kali, oe tero number de na kali” I broke out in tears but who is there to understand my pain?I just want to ask “Are you happy without talking with me?, don’t u miss me?, can u sleep well at night? Don’t you remember our talking after 10 o’clock in the evening? Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you?“
If I find Grahm Bell I will surely sue him, why he invented telephone, this telephone issue ruined my childhood love and again the same with my bachelor love story. Why I want to talk all the time, what’s my problem, I cannot get out of this freaking situation. Oh god say me “don’t you want me to talk with my kali” plz god help me so that she starts talking with me like before. I cannot ruin this relation coz I don’t want to get married once again, till the last breath she is my wife whether she comes to me or not.
Ok now let me concentrated some days in my project, so many things to be done with my studies, one side pathetic love story and other side pathetic study, god help me. Be positive prem she will be back one day.
NOTE :- This is just a imagination story if it resembles with anyone personal life i beg your pardon. This is not written to anyone, just i am practicing to be an author. Just leave a comment about the narration plz.
If only she reads that article I was waiting expectantly a call or either her contact number but she left out with a comment “you never take my love seriously and bla bla bla”. That was out of my imagination. Was that important again to show me her attitude. I thought after that we will come up with a solution, Oops! My fate. Better luck next time.
Young blood, I can understand the enthusiasm. Attitude, ignorance and the negligence that’s are all the destructive factors that will just lead u to a corner of ur room and lean your head down your hand and regret for the things you have done. As I have gone through these situation and so far its about my love and my feelings I cannot give up, I cannot show my attitude but she may understand I don’t have attitude, let me tell you kali “if u happen to face my attitude I am sure you will face a disaster”. But I cannot do that in case of my love. I have control over my anger. But my weakness is that who says that “ I love you more than anyone” but acts as if I am nothing for her, in that case her activities gets into my nerves, anger touches the acme and I go mad and after that what I do that will be offensive and totally out of my track. And the one who can get me in this situation can understand me better. But if she says I don’t love you than its ok, its finished but when you say something and do other thing I am forced to get angry.
Hahahaahhah, really I cannot hold my laugh “I was upset with that message and I saw it to dad lol” she replied dad was against me. Its really pathetic. Thanks for that attempt. “Why don’t u published in American times daily, so everyone can read it public” I mutter. One more character I have to convince now, the head of the family. Oops! Somewhat her this mischievous activities was increasing pressure in my nerves but suddenly I got control over it and laugh out loud for the same. “what a fabulous, superb, mind blowing job u did my stupid wife” I mutter again. Hahahahaha waiting for that messages to be published in the near future, heheehehehe………….control Prem control.
I love long distance relationship beside she is fond of saying “ I hate long distance relationship”. What if analysis says- if you are far from your dad and mom do you believe that they will switch parents name. when you compare in case of your family, you become so possessive but in case of lovers “ hey one comes next goes”. Of course it is a bitter truth for the fancy lovers. What about short distance relationship? After all you will have sex and the next day you start getting bored, romance will finished from your life than what will you do? Remember the one whom you have loved truly and sit at the corner of your room and regret haina? I have to write this all because my own love compare my love with a trendy love." my sis break up with her lover because of the long distance ". My foot long distance relationship."FEELINGS MATTERS MY FREN NOT DISTANCE" The love started from face will surely end with the next better face and that’s not love my fren, that’s called infatuation. Either anyone of them get the better face…that’s not the distance that kills your love…..that’s your apparent feelings that create distance and the very distance kills your love. I can also say that, those type of love is not true love. Those are all fashionable love these days. “oe sita ko ta bf po chha ta,sunita ko pani chha, ma pani lappa garnu paryo, oe sunna na tesle malai purpose garyo, ma k garum. oe sunna Sujan le pani purpose garyo Keta ta hancy chha, bike pani chha yaar,daami ghumna pani hunchha…………..kun chai lai yes vanadium?”………My goodness what a trend they follow. And the same with boys too…………..and they have the same target “ keta ho tyo ta virgin chha yaar, sexy chha yaar,just one night stand and bla bla bla…….” This is the trend. Oh my dad! My childhood is hovering my mind.
Let me not talk about others because I cannot guarantee those day dreamer lovers. I cannot compare my feelings with those type of lovers and cannot limit my love to her beauty, wealth, prosperous life and the standard of living. I cannot lick up her beauty all the time, all I need is a pure heart full with pure feelings for me. Aging will wrinkle your skin, the charm of your beauty will automatically go down with the time factor, but the feelings will never change its way, feelings are always charming. You will find your love with romance, no matter how old you grow.
Are you following a trend kali? Like my dad had a great love story, he and mom has 7 years age difference, they got married secretly in a temple, he likes old song, “ye laal rang kaab mujhe chodega, chu kar mere maan ko kiya tu ne kya ishara, tere name…………………..” and for that u find the same character as your dad in me and you are attracted. Are you following your family trend? And now your sis break up because of long distance relationship and you too want break up. Is this your family problem hu? What are you doing hu? I never wanted this all, I hate being compared. Simple I say if u have feelings u can never destroy it but if you are attracted towards me for the similarities between dad and me, what can I say. U will understand me one day I know that.
Oops! Let me laugh out loud again “our result re”. I asked suspiciously “what happened to our love and what the result”. My eye ball gave a big look when I see “ break up”. Really what a malarkey that I never mulled over it. She don’t know what the meaning it carries, I know everyone these days are fond of using trendy words but don’t know what those words really mean. “Break up” it has a vast meaning my fren. No any lover wants to break up so easily. They will try to answer their lover’s every ifs and buts, by hook and crook they try to convince because he loves her from the core of his heart.
When I saw “break up”, it was like somebody hit my head with a hammer and I saw stars…..so easily she typed “break up”.
I know that she loves me, after some painful months she broke out in yahoo(we talk in yahoo), we had good conversation but again something was wrong that lead to a vexing problem don’t know what sin I have done in my former life. Oh god give me some sunshine give me some rain, give me another chance i wanna grow up once again.
She started with “darshan”, what I was waiting for months. That’s my wife, I blow the holes of my nose and the eye-brow went upside. I took a breathe of relief “thanks god she still loves me”. A smooth negotiation started. Because of the network problem sometime I encountered with error in my yahoo application, she understands and says "network problem right?" Are you inside or outside the room?”. My heart lipped with happiness-“she remembers everything but is angry with me". I mutter “I will surely convince her, my baby”. But she says "I don’t want to be attracted to you", and I also don’t want that. Don’t get attracted to me I want you to love me. Attraction and love are very different words my fren. But what the fish she goes out without completing the conversion. This is her old habit I know my stupid wife but I really hate it, plz kali leave this bad habit, at least stay till I am finished.
She might think that I will give up so easily, no my honey……..don’t think I have love you for your beauty and that will never decrease. You might grow old and your skin starts wrinkling but my love will stay youth forever, I have foreseen it. Its not about you deserve me or not or either I deserve you or not, its all about my feelings growing day by day just for you.
“Am I forcing her”, sometime I mull over it. I don’t believe in forced-relationship. I believe for a comfort and well going relationship you must have feelings from you heart without any obligation. I also think “am I distracting her from her well going life”, she might have forgotten me and there I go always remind her about the past.”oe do u remember the way we used to see from balcony, so happy to meet in the temple corridor, we used to have a long talk in phones and this and that……………….” Really I feel so embarrassed and humiliated to remind all about that, I just feel my love as one sided. Don you remember the jyotishi has said-"there is no love marriage in your fate". One of the astrologer, Dr. Bashudev Sharma, anchor of Kantipur television (program related to astrology) told me about that. Though i am not believing him, but may be i have to.
May I will be out of her way but I can only finished with her only after she replies my last question. Though she replies I am sure I cannot forget her but for her happiness I will compromise with mine. She must assure that after leaving me she is as happy as she was before she knew me.
Just one wish I had made “after she got her own contact number we will talk like as if she is in Dhapasi and I am in Baneshwor”, but my fate god. As I am busy these days I cannot give her much time like I used to. Heheheheheeh , for some days I didn’t message her she said “ break up” hahahahaha. Take your time, grow up and be mature and after some years call me you will find the same “Old Your Prem”. Its my true feelings not attraction.
I don’t think you are going to give me your number. “yek palta call garna kali, oe tero number de na kali” I broke out in tears but who is there to understand my pain?I just want to ask “Are you happy without talking with me?, don’t u miss me?, can u sleep well at night? Don’t you remember our talking after 10 o’clock in the evening? Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you?“
If I find Grahm Bell I will surely sue him, why he invented telephone, this telephone issue ruined my childhood love and again the same with my bachelor love story. Why I want to talk all the time, what’s my problem, I cannot get out of this freaking situation. Oh god say me “don’t you want me to talk with my kali” plz god help me so that she starts talking with me like before. I cannot ruin this relation coz I don’t want to get married once again, till the last breath she is my wife whether she comes to me or not.
Ok now let me concentrated some days in my project, so many things to be done with my studies, one side pathetic love story and other side pathetic study, god help me. Be positive prem she will be back one day.
NOTE :- This is just a imagination story if it resembles with anyone personal life i beg your pardon. This is not written to anyone, just i am practicing to be an author. Just leave a comment about the narration plz.
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