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It was a different experience after a long time. it made me feel alive again. What a feeling I got. A happiness inside me danced and sang a song that was so touching that made me smile. Its different than the emotions and feelings. I am surprised here by, "How life has defined its meaning in its way or we are taking that way". I am always confused with the surroundings and the environment I live. Do I have to live like they said or I have to live like to prove that I am also a part of the society? Damn  god what really that means if feelings are buried deep down my heart and it needs to consider surrounding to explore. ( This specific belief of mine  is the reason why I enjoy being alone) Wow! what a way of living.

I always imagine that what it happens if I can go wherever I want to in a blink. That would be really beautiful idea. Everyone can see and talk to their loved ones whenever and wherever they want to. They can at least watch them do things around incase someone don't like them. Watching them secretly, watching them smile could be the best way of living. It would be so fun and love embedded. You are beautiful no matters how far you are, doesn't matters where you are. The only thing that matters is ' if you are happy"? If u have the same smile that I have ever seen in ur face?. It is said that every individual is different however,  time and physical environment keeps changing them but you are the same as I have noticed long time ago. The same smile, the same facial expressions, wow! the same shyness. I felt that I am alive once again but was a nightmare. 

I saw a dream last night. I saw u were talking with me for a long time. I could not figure that out if that was real or a dream as that was the first time we chat that long. (Don't want to say if that's going to be the last chat because its a hope. Hope is the good thing may be the best of things and good things never die). U were smiling for a while, and were stubborn for sometime. Every words you have said pass through my heart and shook my feelings  which were send condolence long time ago. You said that how much u missed me without saying a word. It is really an addiction to find  you that intoxicated, you mean more than what u meant before. Your love is so true that there is nothing true than that. U are simply amazing and adorable. Your modest smile come across me, and are considered for the situation that are real and undeniable. Your unfenced smile has driven me to the highest level of satisfaction which makes me smile gently. Its your smile that influenced me to insight inside me and recognise who I am.

You have always been an inspiration for me. The lesson learnt from all those experiences has added value to my perception. It was so beautiful pain that I used to go through, that was so amazing to feel that way because that's me. I have my own style and own way of thinking and linking that to the real world but never want to be realistic ever. I am not satisfied to follow rules that do not resembles to mine. Please do not judge, let it flow, feel it, enjoy it. Thats how all my thoughts, beliefs and aim seems to be focused however do not want to rush in life after success. Let me shape my life with my rules, my believes and emotions. Let me make a small change at a time and try my best to implement in my life. Because most of the Business professionals have practiced a small change rather than implementing a large-scale alteration (Copied).

I could see through ur eyes, the love was dropping as tears, flowing so badly that it would like to take me together. I would like to flow but its too late to flow with you alone. I wish all the best for your dream life and hope that you start with yourself. I want you to know "Who you are?". I want you to grow up a little.

Stay Positive
Stay True
Better Late Than Never.