Chaos
This is the first time I am empty, empty without words. This is the time when I stare for a long time looking at the other side of the ocean and pray for peace for everyone. What would I write if I start writing. What would I say, I am missing you, I am missing you from the bottom of my heart. From the centre of the heart, from the edges or simply stare again. The heart is engulfed with sadness and with this in the background, heart stubborns to lip with gentle smile; at least you burst out the way I always wanted to see.
Here if I write about how good I felt to hear you that way, I know its going to take a peculiar tour of happiness. I was laughing and smiling to listen you as you were revealing me of what I was unknown. I was surprised to know that you even know me that way. As I always felt, if there was someone to take over my feelings to the next level. It is so natural and everything seems so pure there. You touched my heart again, you poked the soul again and now, I am smelling you in my every breath. The more close I come, the more deep it gets, more stronger and louder I can hear you laughing. You are teasing me and and that's so beautiful to see the smile in your face which is worthless and very scarce for what I want to preserve that with all my concentration and power.
Yes, I always wanted to hear the three magical words from you so badly. And when it used to take way too long, I insist you to say that. Sometime you agreed to say those words but use to sound so tasteless in comparison to your natural respond. Whenever you say that without my obligation, it sounds so pure and silent, I can still smile in the crowd remembering that.
It's a happiness, isn't it? Yes, but with the sad background.
Here if I write about how good I felt to hear you that way, I know its going to take a peculiar tour of happiness. I was laughing and smiling to listen you as you were revealing me of what I was unknown. I was surprised to know that you even know me that way. As I always felt, if there was someone to take over my feelings to the next level. It is so natural and everything seems so pure there. You touched my heart again, you poked the soul again and now, I am smelling you in my every breath. The more close I come, the more deep it gets, more stronger and louder I can hear you laughing. You are teasing me and and that's so beautiful to see the smile in your face which is worthless and very scarce for what I want to preserve that with all my concentration and power.
Yes, I always wanted to hear the three magical words from you so badly. And when it used to take way too long, I insist you to say that. Sometime you agreed to say those words but use to sound so tasteless in comparison to your natural respond. Whenever you say that without my obligation, it sounds so pure and silent, I can still smile in the crowd remembering that.
It's a happiness, isn't it? Yes, but with the sad background.
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